1. |
Maybe Someday
03:08
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Every look on your face left traces
Never really made sense to resist all of the ways you made me
Feel like I mattered right when when I shattered
Put me back again
But the shards that I left gave you cuts in your hands
So if you'll be my girl just be warned up front
I'll be all you want but I'll burn you out
You say you want some good with the bad
But the bad might upset all the reasons we met
Love, look at me and make me a promise
That you'll wait patiently, dear
You were honest and said
Maybe someday, but smile for what little we had
Maybe someday we'll find one more reason we met
Maybe someday
I lost the worst of my loss aversion
I'm another version at a loss for words when I'm hurt by ya
You got those dead set eyes, trappin' one day flies
But why are you sparing my life?
Love, look at me and make me a promise
That you'll wait patiently here
You were honest and said
Maybe someday, but smile for what little we had
Maybe someday we'll find one more reason we met
Maybe someday, but smile for the memories we got
Maybe someday, yeah maybe someday will come
But I don't understand why you keep calling
You said our love is better when it's dead and gone
I know you like to bury when it's getting heavy
All you'll excavate when you dig me up is a broken heart
'Cause it would've meant the world if you fought for me
But I'm aware that I'm the one who takes the the falls for me
Wrongfully stalling, knowing full well we're falling
Not in love, not into place but in a way we falling hard
Of course I could've seen a future in your arms
But I know that you are happy where you are
All the Instagram posts, sonogram boasts and photograph road trips I loathe living alone
But I know I got friends to the dead bitter end, I know that you got my back 'cause we've been at the end
You'll all get a better me than I could be before
So hang on to my word 'cause someday I'll be more
Maybe someday, but smile for what little we had
Maybe someday we'll find one more reason we met
Maybe someday, but smile for the memories we got
Maybe someday, yeah maybe someday will come
Maybe someday, yeah maybe someday will come
Maybe someday, yeah maybe someday let's not
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2. |
Waiting Game
03:24
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Late show in the high North, we made it
The stone staircase down to the basement
When I saw my ex I pushed you out front
Said you didnât feel sparks were flying
Youâre no wingman but thank you for trying
Little did we know who youâd meet in class
You started out entwined in beats and melodies
But when the music stopped you swept her off her feet
Close those red lips
We could have this
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you win the heart if you donât play
Nice not knowing where this leads
Time will make for more memories
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you wait the turn for the worst
Mistakes made show me who I can be
Time will make for more memories
The pop star, the dateâs on, the butterflies
Swirling inside like a hurricane every night
This operationâs not anesthetized
You started having doubts in no one but yourself
She told you you were fine, she donât want no one else
Close those eyes, Max
We could have this
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you win the heart if you donât play
Nice not knowing where this leads
Time will make for more memories
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you wait the turn for the worst
Mistakes made show me who I can be
Time will make for more memories
Itâs been hard to watch as the world falls head first, left burned
Itâs been hard to feel like your bedsideâs cold
Itâs been hard but honest to god you got it right âcause
Timeâs not endless
I could have this
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you win the heart if you donât play
Nice not knowing where this leads
Time will make for more memories
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you wait the turn for the worst
Mistakes made show me who I can be
Time will make for more memories
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you win the heart if you donât play
Nice not knowing where this leads
Time will make for more memories
What if love is a waiting game?
Where you wait the turn for the worst
Mistakes made show me who I can be
Time will make for more memories
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3. |
Baby No-Show
03:00
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Yeah, she wanted a clean break but mistakes were all that came her way
Talked you up at a party, and Iâm sorry, but I might steal you away
Slid my phone âcross the bar and like a DM you smiled and typed your name
Asked you out on your way out, I think I drowned in your ocean-colored waves
How could you have known the death at the door
We hit it off on that date but fate rang the telephone
And then you were gone
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, why did I let you leave
Spent your night in regret at a hospital bed
Left a text but you left me on read
A damn dead end
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, why did I let you leave me?
Ghosted but I noticed that your pictureâs not the same
I ran over your roadblocks, âcause I canât stop if you donât tell me how youâve been
You broke all of the silence with a kindness and a hint of a broken heart
Said you lost more than everything in under a week and youâve found somewhere you belong
How could I have thought this wonât tear us apart
Youâre already gone
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, why did I let you leave
Spent your night in regret at a hospital bed
Left a text but you left me on read
A damn dead end
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, I fooled myself to think
There was a light at the end but the tunnel caved in
And your pain kept cutting the brakes
A damn dead end
She was barely holding on
She was never waiting for you
She was barely holding on
She was never waiting for you
You got sick so you waded in bottles
You got hit by the worst of bad luck, girl
You found an escape in me but hardshipâs not through
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, why did I let you leave
Spent your night in regret at a hospital bed
Left a text but you left me on read
A damn dead end
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, I fooled myself to think
There was a light at the end but the tunnel caved in
And your pain kept cutting the brakes
A damn dead end
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, why did I let you leave me?
Baby no-show, tell me what you needed
Heartless goals, why did I let you leave me?
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4. |
Recent Events
03:36
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Go on, whisper sweet nothings âtill light peeks through cracks in the curtains
We both know the burdenâs been bad
Hastily collect your things so you donât see the hints of your makeup, the remnants of late talks we shared
Donât ask me when weâll meet again
Bargain summer sale, my bodyâs frail but everything must go
Iâm already half off so how much is left anymore?
Just take what you see âcause itâs all that I am
Iâll be trading these sad affairs for love
Due to recent events
Go home, this wonât be it
Save the good dress for a man that deserves it
Go home and just go to bed
Got a hard time not vilifying me
So Iâll lie to myself
The balcony, you told me last night was the old me, chatted all night in the cold breeze
Your mom told you everyone meets for a reason and if itâs reasonably real
Then you will meet twice she said
Donât ask me when weâll meet again
Bargain summer sale, my bodyâs frail but everything must go
Iâm already half off so how much is left anymore?
Just take what you see âcause itâs all that I am
Iâll be trading these sad affairs for love
Due to recent events
Go home, this wonât be it
Save the good dress for a man that deserves it
Go home and just go to bed
Got a hard time not vilifying me
What if I meet her tomorrow, who will she see?
A sad twenty-something, a laughable letdown
Whoâs got love, whoâs got grit, whoâs got so much to give
Letâs ignore what Iâve been in the months that I sinned
So much
Could this slate still get clean?
Bargain summer sale, my bodyâs frail but everything must go
Iâm already half off so how much is left anymore?
Just take what you see âcause itâs all that I have
Iâll be trading these sad affairs for love
Due to recent events
Go home, this wonât be it
Save the good dress for a man that deserves it
Go home and just go to bed
Got a hard time not vilifying me
So Iâll lie to myself
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5. |
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Thereâs a big mural on Hillhead station
My splitting image on painted tiles
I kinda flew here to get away from myself
But all I see are my hollow eyes staring back at me
A warm welcome at your back gate, two dogs came runninâ in
They licked the wounds under my skin (I couldnât see)
The student couple that decided I could stay a few nights with them
They looked happy I was there
Her name was Alanna, she took in a stranger from the side of the street
And he was Columban, a law student subletting to make ends meet
Gotta know you made Huntly Gardens a safe place, a paradise
You took in a stranger not knowing that you saved him
I tore fringes off your valance but Iâm the one unraveling
Another warm meal at Old Saltyâs down at Byerâs Road
Itâs the last my pounds can pay for probably
Decide itâs time visit grandpaâs at Betula Drive
I know the house is all thereâs left and someoneâs inside
And even though some other familyâs in your living room now
Itâs the closest thing to home Iâve got
Her name was Alanna, she took in a stranger from the side of the street
And he was Columban, a law student subletting to make ends meet
You gotta know you made Huntly Gardens a safe place, a paradise
You took in a stranger with nothing but a look in my eyes
We were supposed to climb this mountain around this time
But itâs just me and Scottish primroses in sight
Too out of shape to reach the peak but I found a pretty seat
Under a small dead tree that Iâll keep company
Her name was Alanna, she took in a stranger from the side of the street
And he was Columban, a law student subletting to make ends meet
You gotta know you made Huntly Gardens a safe place, a paradise
You took in a stranger with those Hillhead eyes
Alanna, she took in a stranger from the side of the street
And he was Columban, a law student subletting to make ends meet
You gotta know you made Huntly Gardens a safe place, a paradise
You took in a stranger and I hope you know you saved him
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6. |
Open The Door
03:17
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Careless call, the Lyftâs out front
Take a right past K-Town
âCause Iâve been feeling so down
And I really wanna get this out
West 11, the night lifeâs dead
Forgot your room rumber again
I could still turn around
But I never really wanted out
Open the door, open the door. baby now
Open the door, open the door, baby now
Open the door, open the door, baby now
Donât shut me out
It was winter night call, you let me in
I fought the heart on my sleeve but let you win
We got lost in the what could have been
Downtown dates and rooftop bars
Scum and Villainy all night long
You could see this go on
But you never really got that out
Final days, the months flew by
You always knew I was finite
So one more time for the road
âCause you really wanna get it out
Open the door, open the door. baby now
Open the door, open the door, baby now
Open the door, open the door, baby now
Donât shut me out
It was winter night call, you let me in
I fought the heart on my sleeve but let you win
We got lost in the what could have been
Another winter night call, you let me in
I took a chance on a whim so letâs begin
We got lost in the what could have been
Looks like Iâm breaking you down
Close your roller blinds now
Drown the sun and this town
So we canât be found
Iâve known my weakness to be
Lack of commitment to me
And anyone that believes they cannot help me
It was winter night call, you let me in
I fought the heart on my sleeve but let you win
We got lost in the what could have been
Another winter night call, you let me in
I took a chance on a whim so letâs begin
We got lost in the what could have been
It was winter night call, you let me in
I fought the heart on my sleeve but let you win
We got lost in the what could have been
Another winter night call, you let me in
I took a chance on a whim so letâs begin
We got lost in the what could have been
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7. |
Lonely Together
03:28
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Got you singled out in a crowded room
Are you single now or at least alone?
If I move your hair behind your ear will you
Look at me, look away look alive
Would you get a rush from rushing this rendezvous?
Let our light die out for a night or two
Youâre so gracious, ever mendacious
Hold on to my shoulders, itâs a hasty vacation
If I'm not going home tonight
Hold me tight, make it alright
Keep me warm from the cold weather
Let's be lonely together
If it feels wrong just give it time
Do what we want âtill the daylight
Need you in nothing but my sweater
Let's get lonely together
I see your look from across the room
Looking for trouble, boy, I assume?
Had a drink, so let me make it better
I don't care if it makes me even sadder
One night, we don't need no chemistry
You look like you need some company
Let's take the elevator outta here
Don't tell me stories I don't wanna hear
Sing me a song and we'll call it ours
Just come with me 'till after hours
Want my true colors, well show me yours
Make sure to keep it behind closed doors
Won't fall for you, no baby not tonight
No luck, no place for you in my life
Don't wanna remember when I wake up
Don't call me baby, I won't pick up
I'm not going home tonight
Hold me tight, make it alright
Keep me warm from the cold weather
Let's get lonely together
If it feels wrong just give it time
Do what we want 'till the daylight
I'm here in nothing but your sweater
Letâs get lonely together
I might wanna call this off
Then why you texting me baby?
Is it wrong it's not enough?
They use me, love me, hate me
The way you're looking at me, itâs driving me insane
Won't let you turn me away
You better make me stay
I'm not going home tonight
Hold me tight, make it alright
Keep me warm from the cold weather
Let's get lonely together
If it feels wrong just give it time
Do what we want 'till the daylight
I'm here in nothing but your sweater
Letâs get lonely together
Letâs get lonely together
Iâm here in nothing but your sweater
Letâs get lonely together
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8. |
4-Floor Insincerity
03:15
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She was 29, stuck inside her mind
Her smile or the safe choice
The house, the pets, her boy
Or a chance to get her mind blown
I was 25, fully volatile
You met me at my worst year
You still saw more than most did
And I think I had you figured out
And we both said go when the signs said no
It was far too late the mistake was made
Weâll pull through
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show until we fall apart
Weâve been detached for far too long
But we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
Got a tired heart wanting this to start
We never got official
You said we didnât have to
So I made some bad judgement calls
Now the house was doomed, slept in different rooms
You said letâs have a baby
The tears took over you
âCause your intention wasnât true
And we gradually cracked, I think youâve found whoâs next
When you went out late it was clear as day
I should move away
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show âtil we fall apart
Weâve been detached for far too long
But we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show until we fall apart
We had a chance to make things last
So we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
Now the question is: was it worth the hit?
The lanterns, lies and long nights
Iâve not made up my mind
But I hope youâre alright
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show âtil we fall apart
Weâve been detached for far too long
But we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show âtil we fall apart
We had a chance to make things last
So we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show âtil we fall apart
Weâve been detached for far too long
But we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
No, pain wonât go, we wonât show âtil we fall apart
We had a chance to make things last
So we can't quit, âcause then timeâs lost
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9. |
The Tourist
03:27
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Yeah, Iâve been looking from the outside in
I met so many people I would rather be
To have a home where I would fit right in
And never question where the next trap is
âCause when I travel I feel just the same
As in my living room, the fact remains
That my apartments never change all the ways that I feel safe âcause Iâve been insecure for days about the happiness that I crave
And I can sleep anywhere I rest my head
Iâve been hardened by hardwood floors
But what Iâd give for just one sleepless night
In a warm bed that feels like home
Take away all the furniture and our broken kitchen sink
âCause I would live in a shoebox if it finally gave me rest
âCause I donât come with a manual and parts
Got no idea why I keep falling apart
A happy few of you keep me around
Not as a night light but part of the house
You drive for miles just to talk for a while
Need you to know that I appreciate the time and place that weâre gonna build some day, âcause the fact remains that itâs just happiness I crave
And every year the family table changes, different faces
But what Iâd give to be that same old smile
You wake up to by your side
Take away all the furniture and our broken kitchen sink
âCause I would live in a shoebox if it finally gave me rest
âCause Iâve been bruised, Iâve been battered, Iâve been used, Iâve been shattered
I got buried like a casket, stabbed by my best friends
Every single one of you abuse my smile and take the parts worthwhile that you can use for a while while you throw me at the wayside, hope youâre sleeping at night, knowing that a human being died for your peace of mind if I donât think of you again until you crawl right back
Take away all the furniture and our broken kitchen sink
âCause I would live in a shoebox if it finally gave me
Finally gave me rest
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10. |
Falling Out
02:49
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Iâm gonna make this fast, Iâll rip the band aid off
You took the heart and left, you stepped on what I loved
Will you listen? âCause I always carried you, right âtill you buried truth
I built a whole new world with you (you let it fall)
You knew how bad it hurt when you (tore it apart)
They only took your word for it (I took the fall)
And I got left wondering where it all went wrong
I never got to the car, I couldnât get back up
I spiraled into depression that took all year long
But I clawed out of the hole, I did all this alone
How could I ever trust a soul now?
High beams on the train tracks, Iâm freezing on the edge
Iâll close my eyes again and let the highwinds push me back
Iâll pile you on at the end, you donât get your own song
âCause time donât seem like it mattered to you after all
You canât listen and I will not handle a kid throwing tantrums now
You took my trust that turned to dust (you broke it all)
I thought I knew your heart but (I was dead wrong)
But I clawed out of the hole, I did all this alone
Now I know just who my friends are
High beams on the train tracks, Iâm freezing on the edge
Iâll close my eyes again and let the highwinds push me back and
High tide in November, Iâll drown the years in there
Iâll close my eyes again and let the current drift me back to land
It got colder with New Yearâs at the door
I knew I couldnât stay in here no more
Packed all my bags and left the sadness at the door
It got colder with New Yearâs at the door
Wrote âGoodbyeâ and I felt safe on board
I went and flew close to the sun and burned it all
High time for reflection in train windows and the sea
Some very tough years passed and my illness still is softly sleeping
High beams on the train tracks, Iâm freezing on the edge
Iâll close my eyes again and let the highwinds push me back and
High tide in November, Iâll drown the years in there
Iâll close my eyes again and let the current drift me back to land
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11. |
I Never Broke Easily
03:50
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Not home in my skin, not there in my head, I looked up a picture and donât recognize him
Canât look at myself for more than a second, I pictured another guy but mirrors donât lie
Itâs a defect I live with, the self-deprecation, an unwinnable battle so I just donât face me
Why I got the nerve to imply I could swerve to work up the courage to work on my hurt
Got tired of hiding so I picked up the slack, so letâs not skip a day âtill the old you is back
I never broke easily
I never broke easily
Ran laps until closing and the only ones left awake are the pale orange street lights and me here
Itâs the only calm moment in my mess of a day of hard work and low pay and lone melodies
Why I got the nerve to imply I deserve that not only do I deserve you, but you me
Iâm not made of testosterone but I donât cry much, but this struck a chord that I long didnât touch
But these tears they were joyous, they warmed up my cheeks and when I told you, you were happy for me
I never broke easily
I never broke easily
Yeah, I learned to love all the dents and the flaws, my crowâs feet and nose bridge and an eye slightly off
Start listening to compliments and embrace what you got, they might be in short supply but one is enough
I never broke easily
I never broke easily
I never broke easily (I wonât break easily)
I never broke easily (I wonât break easily)
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12. |
Self-Diagnosis
03:13
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You hold your breath and youâll take it
But your worried eyes could not fake this
So your heart spoke up, it wonât be enough
It wonât be enough, it wonât be enough
When word got out that she burnt out
It was a good call, coach, take the time-out
So our hearts spoke up and said itâs enough
You got time to stop, so go fix her up
And she ached for months in your bedroom
You took your only choice left
You never went from her bedside
Now sheâll always know youâll be there
And if you want it you can pick it up right here
âCause what youâve been to me will never disappear
Through the lights and the fights and the fallouts
Your lifeâs got everything you want
Donât ever give it up
We met right after my break up
They left the room so we could talk
And I cried to you when I shared the news
Itâs not what Iâd choose but I just let loose
You said itâs best just to wait out
These days weâre all a bit worn out
And I couldnât say what that meant to me
Just a simple thing, just you listening
And you spend your Wednesdays in backrooms
You sing your heart out with them
Iâm so proud of what you held on to
And youâll always know Iâm right here
And if you want it you can pick it up right here
âCause what youâve been to me will never disappear
Through the lights and the fights and the fallouts
Your lifeâs got everything you want
Donât ever give it up
And if you want it you can pick it up right here
âCause what youâve been to me will never disappear
Through the lights and the fights and the fallouts
Your lifeâs got everything you want
Donât ever give it up
And you are, you are, you are
Unlike anything Iâve ever seen and I wish the most to you
To you, to you, to you
You are, you are, you are
And like many things our lives will bring the setbacks that youâre facing head-on
And if you want it you can pick it up right here
âCause what youâve been to me will never disappear
Through the lights and the fights and the fallouts
Your lifeâs got everything you want
Donât ever give it up
If you want it you can pick it up right here
âCause what youâve been to me will never disappear
Through the lights and the fights and the fallouts
Your lifeâs got everything you want
Donât ever give it up
And if you want it you can pick it up right here
âCause what youâve been to me will never disappear
Through the lights and the fights and the fallouts
Your lifeâs got everything you want
Donât ever give it up
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13. |
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Donât make your mind up now, I could be what you want
Donât make your mind up now, I could be what you want
Donât make your mind up now, I could be what you want
So what do you want?
Hard times in a harder year, we could be a shimmer in the dark
We met through our mutual friends on the net, you asked me out fast
Workout in the autumn leaves, you could see you took my breath away
Long walk, pass a restaurant I would want to take you someday
When we got back to your car the night set in
But didnât say our goodbyes, you got hungry instead
You grinned at me and said everythingâs still closed
Do you live close?
Oh, me? Donât wanna rush our moments, Iâm dragging them out
Iâm gonna hold you close and weâll figure it out your way
Youâre like your photographs, a picture perfect match
Letâs take some honest shots, we could frame so much
Birthday, yeah we made it late, glad you stayed, if only for that cake
Fourth date, got a risky take, we could skate? Fell hard and on my face
I chased you around the kitchen, listen babe
Why donât you stay?
Oh, me? Donât wanna rush our moments, Iâm dragging them out
Iâm gonna hold you close and weâll figure it out your way
Youâre like your photographs, a picture perfect match
Letâs take some honest shots, we could frame so much
Donât make your mind up now, I could be what you want
What you want
I know there are many things we begin to slowly learn in time
Just know that whatever may, youâll be safe here with me
Donât wanna rush our moments, Iâm dragging them out
Iâm gonna hold you close and weâll figure it out your way
Youâre like your photographs, a picture perfect match
Letâs take some honest shots, we could frame so much
Donât wanna rush our moments, Iâm dragging them out
And when you feel like youâre ready, Iâm gonna let it all out, my dear
Youâre like your movie scenes, a face framed perfectly
Weâre gonna make this last like your photographs
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14. |
Permanent Marker Fame
03:04
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I donât know where I got it from and I donât know why I did you wrong
Go hate me, Iâm happy that you got the chance
Donât wait, itâs easy when Iâm already down in the gutter
You didnât want it but youâll find another
It gets late but you wonât lose sleep like I did
And you were locked in a crumbling home
And you were gone when I weathered the storm
Go hate me, Iâm happy that you did it
Leave me in the ditch, thereâs a reason that I dug it
Donât wanna lose my mind so I never fall asleep
I wanna take time so I procrastinate
Donât wanna lose my mind, stay up all night
Donât you close your eyes tonight
Never fall in love, never be alone
Maybe in the dark, never take you home
Money in the hole, sorry on the phone
Wonât have to lose it all, never be alone
Never fall in love, never be alone
Maybe in the dark, never take you home
Money in the hole, sorry on the phone
I wonât have to lose it all, never be alone again
Go hate me, full of life left for dead
I canât hold on with hands behind my back
Didnât lose it all, better let it go
Donât you wanna feel better than before you knew
My name, permanent marker fame
You laid groundwork I didnât see
So I fell into a hole and I still donât know where the hell I got it from
Donât wanna lose my mind, stay up all night
Donât you close your eyes tonight
Never fall in love, never be alone
Maybe in the dark, never take you home
Money in the hole, sorry on the phone
Wonât have to lose it all, never be alone
Never fall in love, never be alone
Maybe in the dark, never take you home
Money in the hole, sorry on the phone
I wonât have to lose it all, never be alone again
Never fall in love, never be alone
Maybe in the dark, never take you home
Money in the hole, sorry on the phone
Wonât have to lose it all, never be alone
Never fall in love, never be alone
Maybe in the dark, never take you home
Money in the hole, sorry on the phone
I wonât have to lose it all, never be alone again
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15. |
Quit Me
03:21
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This hit us both
Down to our bones
Open letter with a matter of the heart I canât get out
Took me forever to get better, yet you never saw the man that I threw out
So when I met you I got scared to show you all I was about
Until you told me that youâll hold my secrets close without the shadow of a doubt
Why you gotta be the best bad news?
Why am I not asking
Could you quit, quit, quit me baby?
âCause youâll keep, keep, keep me waiting, wonât you?
This hit us both
Down to our core
Took me by storm, never thought it could happen âtill it did
But here I am, confessing all the flaws that I kept hidden as a kid
And Iâm not perfect but you take me for all that I am (for all that you are)
Iâm trying to prove to you Iâm crazy but youâre telling me you couldnât give a damn
Why you gotta be the best bad news?
Why am I not asking
Could you quit, quit, quit me baby?
âCause youâll keep, keep, keep me waiting, wonât you?
Why you gotta be the best bad news?
Why am I not begging
Could you quit, quit, quit me baby?
âCause youâll leave me, leave me later, wonât you?
This hit us both
This hit us both
Down to our bones
Down to our
But itâs decided, we will fight it we will find another way
Until the time is right we try to bite our tongues and let this fated flame fade away
Why you gotta be the best bad news?
Why am I not asking
Could you quit, quit, quit me baby?
âCause youâll keep, keep, keep me waiting, wonât you?
Why you gotta be the best bad news?
Why am I not begging you
Could you quit, quit, quit me baby?
âCause youâll leave me, leave me later, wonât you?
Why you gotta be the best bad news?
Why am I confessing to you?
Quit, quit, quit me baby
âCause I need, need, need it lately, donât you?
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16. |
Kerosene Soul
03:51
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They ask nice, so yet again itâs story time
Itâs alright, just donât apologize
Itâs like a loss without a cause, I get sudden stomach drops
Like a beating broken heart
A few days in the year I canât bear to wake
A few nights in a row I canât get to sleep
She gave more than she could for ten lifetimes
I live on in the memory of her life
Hold on to all that they gave you
Dance on, theyâll feel it too
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in, it goes
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in
Donât treat me differently now you can see
My markings, I love those parts of me
Sheâs a reminder I should strive to be better all the time
Like a parentâs watchful eye
A few years down the road Iâll forget this pain
A few people I know, they will keep me sane
She gave more than she could for ten lifetimes
Iâm eternally grateful for our time
Hold on to all that they gave you
Dance on, theyâll feel it too
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in, it goes
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in
You-shaped hole burned into my skin
Kerosene soul to fit right
It goes
Hold on to all that they gave you
Dance on, theyâll feel it too
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in, it goes
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in
Hold on to all that they gave you
Dance on, theyâll feel it too
I got a you-shaped hole burned into my skin
I got that kerosene soul to fit right in
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17. |
Answer
03:12
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You never miss an invite, weâve been riffinâ on movies all night
The only guy to talk to about pop culture reviews
Some of our past we donât ever mention but when it gets tough a word can still matter
Got my back when cornered and messed with, hope to return the years worth of favors
We wonât get that time back, but what was left is not bad
Listen up, you know you fix what we all drop
Hope you take a breath or a quick stop
You were the answer, I was the question given
I was the âless thanâ, you were my selfless hero
And you carry more than you tell us
And you canât ignore when we call up
Take some time for you, weâll still be here after you do
You got your own pad to fill with your treasury, walls need paint and also new memories
Cheers to all youâve built this December
Proud of all youâve been through together
You were the answer, I was the question given
I was the âless thanâ, you were my selfless hero
And you carry more than you tell us
And you canât ignore when we call up
Take some time for you, weâll still be here after you do
Youâre the timeless grandson
Critic when we need one
When Iâm in a pinch, youâre always to talk to, so thank you
This late fall, you answered every call, you always give your all
But donât forget to call when you need me at all
You were the answer, I was the question given
I was the âless thanâ, you were my selfless hero
And you carry more than you tell us
And you canât ignore when we call up
Take some time for you, weâll still be here after you do
You were the answer, I was the question given
I was the âless thanâ, you were my selfless hero
And you carry more than you tell us
And you canât ignore when we call up
Take some time for you, weâll still be here after you do
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18. |
Under A Starlit Ceiling
03:50
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You were so scared
You took a wrong turn back there
But even the darkest of roads have a destination
And this one seems worth all the miles
And you saw me at the wayside, you pulled over, you pulled over
And you drove me, not even knowing where we're going, but we're going
Then you close the door
As you're pulling me in
All the stars on your ceiling glow
You're holding me in the night
Hold me in the night, in the night
Taking me to a place I can't leave
Whispering while your wide eyes glow
Don't you stop holding me in the night
Hold me in the night, hold me tight
At the crossroads
Seems like we've run all out of gas
But even the bumps in the road and the cracks in the window
This one was worth all the miles
Still you drove me, while knowing where we're going, but we're going and going
Then you close the door
As you're pulling me in
All the stars on your ceiling glow
You're holding me in the night
Hold me in the night, in the night
Taking me to a place I can't leave
Whispering while your wide eyes glow
Don't you stop holding me in the night
Hold me in the night, hold me tight
I swept you off your feet
And it's been hard to see you shatter
Wished I could have seen
Your beautiful porcelain skin
I swept you off your feet
And it's been hard to see you shatter
Wished I could have seen
Your beautiful porcelain skin
Then you close the door
As you're pulling me in
All the stars on your ceiling glow
You're holding me in the night
Hold me in the night, in the night
Taking me to a place I can't leave
Whispering while your wide eyes glow
And don't you stop holding me in the night
Hold me in the night, hold me in the night
Hold me in the night, hold me tight
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19. |
Eleven City Diner
03:54
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I want something like what you have and
I took a little while to get there, but hey, Iâm finally here
Iâve been dying for the sunlight, Iâve waiting for the crowds to cheer
I wanna get this started, so letâs record some songs
Iâm trying In-N-Out on Sunset Boulevard
Itâs like I never left here, your faces still the same
But Zaraâs fully glowing, your lives about to change
The family took me out, the cutest part of town
But when we sat down who I thought about was not around
And she looked at you from the booth with fiery eyes
As she looked at you she was bathed in neon lights
And all you shared were single looks but I wish I
Could find a someone to get that tonight
I want something like that, I want something like that
I want something like what you have and
I want something like that, we all want something like that
We all want something like what you have right there
Itâs not enough to feel
Like what you got is real
Itâs not enough for me, itâs not enough for me
Itâs not enough for me now
Ryanâs working three jobs with a baby on the way
And Iâve been visiting him daily, feel I just get in the way
Eleven City Diner, he never seems too tired
That kid who just got fired, I hope wonât spell you doom
All your friends took me in and they made me feel at home
Yeah, I got teary-eyed with Adam and I think I love that dude
The kids from colder weather trusted me out on tour
And we watched the fireworks with couples in your living room
And she looked at you from the booth with fiery eyes
As she looked at you she was bathed in neon lights
And all you shared were single looks but I wish I
Could find a someone to get that tonight
I want something like that, I want something like that
I want something like what you have and
I want something like that, we all want something like that
We all want something like what you have right there
I found something like that
It wasnât hard and I bet
Youâll hit the jackpot before you know it
Iâll find something like that
Iâll find something like that
Iâll find something like what you have and now
I want something like that, I want something like that
I want something like what you have and
I want something like that, we all want something like that
We all want something like what you have right there
Itâs not enough to feel
Like what you got is real
Itâs not enough for me, itâs not enough for me
Itâs not enough for me now
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20. |
Night Bus
03:23
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Caught the night bus as it drove off
The driver rolled his eyes
I kinda wish he'd left me stranded
In the foggy station lights
I know every bump and turn
Doors fold open, hear the words
Kid, wake up, leave the bus
I was going to I was
At the square, a smoking eyesore
Still somehow my favorite street
Hear the hard rock from the dive bar
That we haven't played in years
Push the buzzer, I know it's late
âI'm kinda standing at your gateâ
Tired steps to your apartment
Couch already made
You don't wanna know the half of it
You never knew it got bad like this
So if I hear you say âplease come homeâ
It's not a place I got
Leave those hopes
You don't wanna know the half of it
You never knew it got bad like this
So if I hear you say âplease come homeâ
It's not a place I got
Leave those hopes
Keys and rent, a lease on life
Had a roof over my head
Thinking back to touring Holland
We didn't care for where we slept
Pitched up up a tent in front the venue
A stranger's daughter's double bed
If I had to do it over
My only worries are my back
And you don't wanna know the half of it
You never knew it got bad like this
So if I hear you say âplease come homeâ
It's not a place I got
Leave those hopes
Donât wanna hear you say âplease come homeâ
âPlease come homeâ, âplease come homeâ
Donât wanna hear you say âplease come homeâ
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21. |
You Are Loved
02:54
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Yeah, me, myself and I, we donât see eye to eye
We both got trouble with the ways we get our sleep at night
Guess I got that in common with myself
There comes a time to try the beaten path and find
The courage that youâve always known before you had inside
Guess I found belonging when I arrived
Had my head down, channeling my inner Charlie Brown
Got a blank stare fixed on the Fairfax grounds
Spot a single pavement slab, graffiti clad in words that read
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are
The final day arrived, brought gifts and said goodbye
I know somehow my days are numbered when I land tonight
Guess Iâll face what comes with open arms
Got left at LAX, the masses wearing masks
Iâm in between the place I love and needing to go back home
And all I picture is that charming piece of flagstone
Had my head down, channeling my inner Charlie Brown
Got a blank stare fixed on the Fairfax grounds
Spot a single pavement slab, graffiti clad in words that read
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are
Yeah, me, myself and I, we donât see eye to eye
Yeah, me, myself and I, we donât see eye to eye
Yeah, me, myself and I, we donât see eye to eye
Yeah, me, myself and I, we donât see eye to eye
Yeah, me, myself and I, we donât see eye to eye
We both got trouble with the ways we get our sleep at night
Guess I got that in common with myself
But you are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are loved
You are, you are
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22. |
Growing Apart
03:26
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I grew up on the back roads, the countryside
There were no kids quite like me, I had no clue why
And I would never really mourn correctly, so my dad stepped in
He drove me up to take guitar lessons, and then you were there
I had a little thing for you at recess but that bloomed so fast
When you asked to come over after for extra practice
We had our first kiss closely in the street lampâs light
On the hill next to your house where we spent the night
I remember singing in your bedroom to your favorite songs
You taught me chords and courtship and your famous pizza toasts
Yeah, we were so young, where could you be?
I had to look you up
We lost touch, grew apart
I hope youâre livinâ it up, livinâ it up
Live a little
On the mainland, our sophomore year
A cute girl, back of the class with bangs and headphones on her ears
Took a dare to strike up conversation, your laptop screen lit up
âStrawberry Avalancheâ? You also like Adam Young?
I remember dancing in your bedroom âtill your curtains fell
You had me open up emotions that I rarely tell
Yeah, we were so young, where could you be?
I had to look you up
Youâre a mom, âcourse you are
You keep on livinâ it up, livinâ it up
Carry on
It got harder to breathe, hard to love
You were harder to keep, I was hard on us
Little heart-to-hearts had to halt having love
It got harder on me, I am hard to love
I remember us inside my bedroom for what felt like weeks
And we had just met and made a nest that made our young hearts bleed
Yeah, we were so dumb, where could you be?
I had to look you up
Youâre still on, just stay strong
Just keep on livinâ it up, livinâ it up
Never stop
I remember dying in your spare room, we were on time-out
But now that I know what really happened Iâm glad time ran out
Yeah, we were so wrong, where could you be?
I never looked you up
Sometimes gone is just gone
Guess Iâm just livinâ it up, livinâ it up
Live a little
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